you really meant to me. My Everything

20/7/2009

when finished school that time ~
B accompanied me out to the school gate ..
B told me that his mum gonna send him to hostel or boarding school after his PMR
i was shock to know that ~
that time i was silent for awhile
dont know what to respon ?
i was trying to stop my tears from rolling down ~
i do stop it.
B asked me : why you dont have respon geh ?
i answered B : i dont want B to leave me .. i dont want B go ~
B holded my hand ..
and telled B wont leave you de .. B wont go ~
the words touched me .
when B spoke to me .. the way B looked at me ..
bad feeling comes to me ..
like B will leave me some days by forcing by his family .
aunt come fetched me
time to go.
but my hand like dont want to let your hand off
scared after today you'll not there for me anymore .
i do really scare you will leave me soon .
cant lose you ~
realise that you're very important to me day by day ~

later while
get back home
text you said the same sentences to you.
you asked me dont worry you wont leave me and you wont go for it.
i know you wont go there but if mummy forced you go . you have to go too.

B reply : in the mean while we be happy sin lu . IF if if if if if if if if if if if if if if if if if if if if if i really have to go,at least we have a good memory together mah .

tears rolled down .
replied you said i dont want memory
tolded you that i had cried .
you called me, tam me ~
but B say more my tears were come out more
all the way we on the line
i was just silent cause i am crying =X
B keep tam me ~
heeeeeeeeeeeee ..
at last i stopped to cry and spoke to you my heart words .
really cant imagine if you just like that left me .
i dont know what will happen to me .
really dont hope this will happen between me and you.
GOD , please dont separate us when we're deeply in love with each other .
i beg you , please .
really cant lose you hubby .
stay with me all the time ~

不要丢下我。永远在我身边~好吗，比？
[ You Are My Everything ]

我
爱
你
，
祥
！

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